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Stolen from Liz...

Put your iTunes/Winamp/WMP on shuffle.
Say the following questions aloud, and press play.
Use the song title as the answer to the question.
NO CHEATING (Unless you only have one album in your entire library plus the music that came with the program, then write lyrics instead.).




1. How does the world see you? - "Used To Love Her" Guns N' Roses

2. Will I have a happy life? - "Tangerine" Led Zeppelin
(Measuring a summer's day,/I only finds it slips away to grey,/The hours, they bring me pain.)

3. What do my friends think of me? - "Walla Walla" Offspring
(Goodbye my friend/You messed up again/You're going to prison/You're off to the penn/you got it off easy so many times/I guess nobody told you how to get a life)

4. Do people secretly lust after me? - "Satellite" P.O.D.
(As I look up to the sky today/Well I can see you looking down on me/It brings a smile to my face again)

5. How can I make myself happy? - "(Can't You) Trip Like I Do" Filter & The Crystal Method

6. What should I do with my life? - "Greystone Chapel" Johnny Cash
(Inside the walls of prison/my body made peace/my lord has set my soul free)

7. Will I ever have children? - "Been Around The World" Puff Daddy ft. Mase

8. What is some good advice for me? - "King Without A Crown" Matisyahu (Damn good choice MP3 player)
(Strip away the layers and reveal your soul
Got to give yourself up and then you become whole
You're a slave to yourself and you don't even know
You want to live the fast life but your brain moves slow
If you're trying to stay high then you're bound to stay low
You want G-d but you can't deflate your ego
If you're already there then there's nowhere to go
If you're cup's already full then its bound to overflow
If you're drowning in the water's and you can't stay afloat
Ask Hashem for mercy and he'll throw you a rope
You're looking for help from G-d you say he couldn't be found
Looking up to the sky and searchin' beneath the ground
Like a King without his Crown
Yes, you keep fallin' down
You really want to live but can't get rid of your frown
Tried to reach unto the heights and wound bound down on the ground
Given up your pride and the you heard a sound
Out of night comes day and out of day comes light
Nullified to the One like sunlight in a ray,
Makin' room for his love and a fire gone blaze)

9. How will I be remembered? - "The Suffering" Coheed & Cambria

10. What's my signature dancing song? - "Ready Or Not" The Fugees

11. What's my current theme song? - "The Crowing" Coheed & Cambria

12. What do others think is my current theme song? - "Disarm" Smashing Pumpkins
(Disarm you with a smile/And cut you like you want me to/Cut that little child/Inside of me and such a part of you )

13. What shall they play at my funeral? - "Losing My Grip" Hoobastank

14. What type of girl do I like? - "Some Kind Of Monster" Metallica (WTFOMGSTFUBYOBBQ)

15. How's my love life? - "Before I'm Dead" Kidney Thieves (I guess that's pretty accurate)

Strip away the layers and reveal your soul
Got to give yourself up and then you become whole
You're a slave to yourself and you don't even know
You want to live the fast life but your brain moves slow
If you're trying to stay high then you're bound to stay low
You want G-d but you can't deflate your ego
If you're already there then there's nowhere to go
If you're cup's already full then its bound to overflow
If you're drowning in the water's and you can't stay afloat
Ask Hashem for mercy and he'll throw you a rope
You're looking for help from G-d you say he couldn't be found
Looking up to the sky and searchin' beneath the ground
Like a King without his Crown
Yes, you keep fallin' down
You really want to live but can't get rid of your frown
Tried to reach unto the heights and wound bound down on the ground
Given up your pride and the you heard a sound
Out of night comes day and out of day comes light
Nullified to the One like sunlight in a ray,
Makin' room for his love and a fire gone blaze

18x Sweeter Than Everyone

If you read this, if your eyes are passing over this right now, even if we don't speak often, please post a comment with a memory of you and me. It can be anything you want, either good or bad.

When you're finished, post this little paragraph on your blog and be surprised (or mortified) about what people remember about you.

So yeah, thanks to everyone who showed up last night... It was a-fucking-mazing... 7 people puked... I drank a lot... Survivor Series tonight...

Who loves ya baby?.. You're beautiful...

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It seems like I write in this thing only when people die... Let's not ruin the pattern...

Pat Morita was a great old sonofabitch... He had his dirty humor, his funny looking face, and you just knew he was a pretty sweet old guy... He'd give you a beer at the age of 11 but then slap you when you wasted it by spitting it out... He died on Turkey Day at the ripe old age of 73...



May you "Wax on... Wax off..." in heaven forever buddy...

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In an all too tragic industry like pro wrestling, us fans get used to seeing the greats go down to nothing more than a life of drugs and alcohol, working strictly to support the habit, so when they die, we expect it. Eddie Guerrero wasn't supposed to be one of these guys. After surviving a car wreck that should've killed him, then overcoming his demons with drugs and alchol, this man who was widely considered "too small" to be world champion beat the odds, beat his demons, and became one of the few success stories to come out of wrestling. He was found Sunday morning on the floor, toothbrush still in his mouth. Right now the only word coming out is that it was heart failure. He is survived by his wife and 3 daughters.

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i just wanted to thank josh and liz for their hospitality and all-around good times...

i'd also like to thank pat for being a complete and utter pussy-whipped cockboy who can't pick up his phone or return a phone call...

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hey guys...

it's been a good weekend, dressed up as hellboy, it was pretty sweet...

go here and vote for my costume, or even look at it if you haven't seen it yet...

www.costumecritic.com/?sid=366

BOYS IN SUITS SHOW TONIGHT!!!

the show is at the Village Idiot off of Mack & Cadieux in Detroit...

if you need directions, go here... Yahoo Maps (You can map it out from here!)

If you're under 21, it's $6 without costume, $4 with...
If you're 21 or over, it's $4 without costume, $2 with...

not only will you get to see the amazing musical stylings of the greatest band ever Boys In Suits, but you also get to see the sheer intensity that is Emergencia and arguably the most popular local band The Weakend...

Show starts anywhere from 9:30-10PM... So be there!

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you ever feel like you have to make amends with parts of your life that ended abruptly?.. it's like checking out a book from the library, reading and loving it, only to find out the last 10 pages have been ripped out by some twat... i'm closing the book...

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if any of you can guess what the above acronym stands for, you'll make exactly $1, although, Julie K, Mike B, and Chris B are completely disqualified from this contest...

it's 7:39 in the AM and i'm toasted...

me, chris b, julie k, and mike b partied till 7, and even made some effin pancakes and eggs... it was amazing...

i love everyone...

especially the 3 mentioned above...

honorable mentions... erica, shelly, wioleta, kelly, joe, dean, gina...

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this has been long weekend...

friday - party at chris's... a lot of people that i didn't know... was way too wasted... passed out on his bench...

saturday - with me being excluded from the sunfire bonfire activities, i assumed that saturday was gonna be shitty, but lord knows chris came through... he had another bonfire... it was a no uggos, no mars volta party... we accomplished those goals... me and chris essentially finished off an entire fifth of bacardi 151... special guests include julie kessler, the kid, and his girlfriend karen, among other people... we partied until 5AM... i didn't even get to sleep until 7AM...

sunday - woke up way too early... like 11AM... sat around until about 2... took pics to get developed, played some disc with some people i met at raintree, went to olive garden, and then went to jackie's graduation party to have her smash my face into her tits... twice... second time i bit one... it was nice... pregnant kelly is so cute...

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gettin my money... gettin my money... gettin a computer... gettin a computer... gettin my money... gettin a computer... haha!

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please, everybody... bow your heads... we're here to celebrate the life, not the death, of our dear friend... everybody i know loved this friend, even though it was a fucking slob... but alas, the relationship was short lived...

candy kept up with me the best it could, but her heart couldn't take it... at 9:28am on june 8th, 2005, just a day shy of our 8 month anniversary, she finally let herself go to that big junkyard in the sky... i'm sure all of your thoughts and prayers are with me and my family during these hard times... i loved candy, and she loved me... but let's stop thinking about her death, let's remember the good times...

Nobody does it better, makes me feel sad for the rest,
Nobody does it half as good as you, baby, you’re the best.
I wasn’t lookin’ but somehow you found me.
I tried to hide from your love light,
But like heaven above me, the spy who loved me,
Is keeping all my secrets safe tonight.

Nobody does it better, sometimes I wish someone could.
Nobody does it quite the way you do. did you have to be so good?
The way that you hold me, whenever you hold me,
There’s some kind of magic inside you,
That keeps me from runnin’, but just keep it comin’,
How’d you learn to do the things you do?

And nobody does it better, makes me feel sad for the rest.
Nobody does it half as good as you.
Baby, baby, baby you’re the best!

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sometimes i fucking hate it when a detroit sports team makes some sort of playoffs...

and it's not that i hate the teams or the sports, but good god, everybody fucking shuts down for the games...

people who would not normally be interested, or even be bothered to watch a game, but all of a sudden we're in championship contention, and everybody and their goddamn mother has a ben wallace jersey on...

it's just annoying to have to try to hang out with people who are only interested in sitting around and watching a basketball game...

go pistons...

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List six of your current favorite songs, and tag six people to do this too.

1. My Chemical Romance - "You Know What They Do To Guys Like Us In Prison"
2. Gorillaz - "Feel Good Inc."
3. Mighty Joe Young - "I'm Just A Man"
4. System of a Down - "Question?"
5. murderdeathkill - "i learned from mall madness"
6. Velvet Revolver - "Sucker Train Blues"

Tag...
1. Erica
2. Wioleta
3. Kessler
4. Erika
5. Kelly
6. Joe (like he ever reads this shit...)

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this weekend has been so fucking sweet so far...

friday - drinkin at chris's with a few good friends i haven't seen in a while...

saturday - drinking at jessie's with a few good friends i haven't seen in a while...

the next two days have awesome plans...

sunday - bowling with pat at like 2pm... cuz that's a good day... then drinking at chris's with a few good friends...

monday - hopefully grillin up some grub at my house and drinking beers with a few good friends...

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